tune out: peace

tired to listen
tired to think
tired to feel
tired to speak
tired to express
tired to sleep
i tried.

anticipating,
not looking forward,
hesistant,
surging onwards,
entangled wires
open heart will end up bleeding love?
just like salt rubbing into a wound
vulnerable and
there will be a stain.
In a whirlpool, moving towards the eye.
either you could choose to swim away as fast as possible
or choose to be wheeze into the eye.
maybe you will drown no matter what you choose.