i'm just going along...with the flow

i cannot control the things that happen in my life
but i can control my actions, my speech, my feelings
isn't that so?
seems like i have been trying to suppress all the negative emotions for a long time
releasing it through listening to funny things, saying funny words, doing funny stuffs
just so that i won't dwell on unhappiness
tell me, does praying really helps????????
i'm blowing away love and happiness bubbles , giving it all i have
please don't vanish into the air so quickly...