Night owl

Night time is the best time for reflections.
No wonder i can't sleep at night.
Is my mind more clear or blur?
I'm not feeling happy at all.
Who cares?
Why should i pretend?
Being truthful to myself and to the others.
I am not exactly a tactful person.
Truth often hurts but still i want to know it and say it.
Instead of self hallucinating and believing in lies,
i go for the pain.
I apologized to the few people whom i have hurt by my words and actions.
I am keeping alot of troubles to myself.
Leave me alone.