hesistant...

In a dilemma?
i really don't know about it.
Whether or not.
I thought that i was clear?
Apparently not.
Mixed feelings.
A part of me feel like going for it,
i don't know what is stopping me.
Honestly it's really not a big deal
perhaps i think too much and...
but i felt like a whole big issue to me.
Crushing.
when when when