The surge

Was on the verge of being a rebel
Sick and tired of being nice and gracious
I got feelings too
Just that i choose not to show it
For the sake of peace and harmony
That is enough.
What is there to talk about
When your memory obviously fails you.
It sux that i am so clear.
Perhaps i need some time to let all these to pass
I don't know when another incident will ignite the fury or disappointment again