Same same but different

I am aware of my emotions. My stand remains the same. I still dislike festive seasons. I thought that as years go by, my feelings will change along the way. Nope, it didn't. I rather be at home and read a book then to be in a crowd and still feel lonely. The problem lies with me because of my personality and I admit that I much prefer my own personal space than mingle with other people. That's the life of an introvert i guess. Perhaps I need a getaway on my own during festive seasons.