Sleepy

My eyelids keep dropping. I need a good sleep with no worries or anxiety. Desperately need a break and to stop to enjoy the roses along the way. I'm rushing a lot of things and I don't know if i'm rushing to the end? But what's the end? As i ponder upon such questions, yet i'm already doing mundane work repeatedly. There aren't stimulation and my brain feels dead. Stagnant water. Boring. Need something to look forward too. Anything.