dilemma situation

Ok, one good news and one bad news...

good news: i passed my psychology exam. (HENG)

bad news: i realised i don't really wish to say about it. I am feeling quite upset over it not because of the outcome but of the impact it had on my planning of my life. Feeling rather messed up now. After giving a further though, i really don;t know whether this is a really bad news or a blessing in disguise? I really don't know..hmmm perhaps i should venture and explore other alternatives? somehow i got this nagging thought that God wants me to choose something that i really desire and face myself truely for the 2nd time in my life. The 1st time was in JC when i decided to forgo choosing science stream and chose arts instead. I was glad that i did it. Also, with fyp this farking giant monster that is constantly at the back of my mind disrupting my peace of life, i really can't think straight about other options out there and set my mind to try it out. Well, i need a divination to guide me what to do...