stop

This year,

I know i don't really like public holidays.
I know i don't like my birthday.
I won't want to celebrate my birthday.
I won't make cards anymore for anybody.
I have stopped doing what i have enjoyed.
I have thought that people will appreciate it.
I am too naive and stupid.
Since people are taking me for granted,
i think it doesn't matter if i fall short of your expectations and impression of me.
Heck care attitude then.
Thats because i care too much and think too far,
i have forgotten that i have emotions too.
I have my own feelings to take care too.
I am just disappointed in some of my friends.
Most of all, i'm disappointed in myself.
Honestly, i hate my birthday.
I wish that day will just pass without me knowing.